Van der graaf generator - Wondering

Wondering

I will arise:in the depths, I will open my eyes;as my breath almost fails me, survive.
Wait - there's something unclear,there's something I fear now drawing close.

Could it be you? Whose is that voice?Is it now time to make a choice?
Ah - that irrational pain!This ridiculous brain now bursts with joy.
Could it be me? Could it be now?Should I begin to take my vows?

I will return:as I live, as I breathe, as I burnI swear I will come through,
with my hands stretching out in the dark,with my eye pressed up tight to the glass,
wondering if it's all been true.